MSNBC has been suspended Keith Olberman indefinitely without pay. All because he privately donated $2,400 to a democratic candidate. THAT'S CHUMP CHANGE! I'd like to see how much Glen Beck has donated to Tea Partier candidates? You can read the story here. Also, click here to file a complaint. Keith is one of the few people telling it like it is out there. The fact that

Hey, anyone have space for me Saturday night of the con?

Fox News is having a pole about "Was overturning Prop 8 the right thing to do?" Okay, fox doesn't care about accurate reporting to begin with. So go there and vote, then refresh and vote again! lol.





VOTE HERE!

I'm still awake, can't stop crying. I don't want to wake Zak up because he deals with enough of my shit already.

So what the hell happened to me? Ugh a lot and a lot of nothing. The medical thing got figured out. It was Tardive Dyconesia due to my Lamictal. The thing my shrink said it couldn't be. I lost my job at the phone place, Zak quit anyway. He works at starbucks now and took quite a pay cut for happiness. Except he's now not happy there either so yeah. So what have I've been doing? Well, my meds got cut in half by my physician which made the shakes go away. So, my bi-polarness has been all over the place leaving me quite depressed constantly. I got some freelance work, but not much. I've been trying to find another psychiatrist but either they weren't taking on new patients or they simply wouldn't return my calls (My physician said they might not know how to deal with my condition so they decided not to deal with it). Anyways so I have an appointment tomorrow with my old psychiatrist. I hope things will go well and I can move on. I just feel depressed all the time. I'm having debilitating panic attacks again. It's hard for me to do daily tasks now. I just feel like a burden and some to be "put up" with. So anyways I've bitched enough. I'll shut up now and attempt to fall asleep but probably wont.

*howls out for a fallen fellow pup*

I wonder at what point did I stop moving forward and start holding others back?

I wish I still had a script for xanax.

that I am really unsatisfied with my life.

So check it out, my tee is up for critique at Threadless.com. Some changes had to be made because of their 8 color limit.